Yesterday I thought a lot about water, today I decided to put my thoughts on the paper. It seems to me, that we people, are something like ants. The only reasonable thing on this planet is the water We try to change everything around us and transform the world in something that we call comfortable. We spend on this time and health, we are like a fly who flew from the street into a kitchen and wants to remain there because is warm and has what to eat.
In case of an inundation or tsunami, we people are powerless. What we can expect if forests - the only source of clean air are destroyed? What reasonable thing we do? We are searching for water on Mars when at the same time thousand tones of water are polluted every day here on our planet, we seem to forget that the water is the main substance on which life is based. Evaporation in the sky and after the return to the earth as rain is an amazing process, it makes me think that nature is like an alive person.
I think water keep clues about every place where she was. The ocean water is a medium where are created the perfect conditions for life, for intelligent creatures (dolphins) as well as for not really intelligent ( sharks). Water is something clean in comparison with us - people who keep a lot bacterias and are fighting with them with the help of tooth brush and medicines, and after get stomachaches. We are too foolish to understand this! Why is water the only thing that becomes larger after freezing? We can not understand this.
It seems to be that people are such beings who everyday are searching for new worries and problems. This is our little world.
I just returned form a trip to Russia, spent there about 3 days and managed to visit Taganroga, Rostov na Donu and Stavropol. I found very strange the fact that there are no traffic signs on the highway and at every police office you are asked for documents. I was also impressed by Russian's way to solve the problem concerning road constructions, I had to walk on very narrow road in order to get to the main one, which was going to take me to Taganrog town. This was a very intersecting trip but at the same time very stressful because of the police officers everywhere.
I think we can live only about two hours without worries. On the other hand it is good that i have something to care about. I feel pity for those who walking near a shop window look disappointed, they want to buy something and don't have possibility to do this. They believe their happiness stands at this window shop. I have such a friend and I feel pity for her. I would like to become a wizard and help people, this could make me happy. It seems to be a childish dream. By the way wizards have a very good quality they never get old.
I use to have the strange feeling when everithing goes fine that this will not take very long. This must be the reason why I try to keep a certain state of neutrality towards what is happening in my life, because this is the only way to avoid troubles. It is very hard for me to keep this state as I want to feel around me happiness. I want to jump like this or higher, to ride a horse, swim by aquaplane, travel in time and see the the future. I want to discuss with Hans and Amanda on my favorite pictures from the bar. Yesterday we had to meet, but something else appeared and the meeting didn't take place. How I want to live with no worries at least a year only laing on the sand watching the clouds. This is me...
I don't like crowded places, I feel like I get drown, also I do not like rooms with the floor like the shah table, when I see it I think about contrasts like: "yes, no", "Beautiful, ugly", "good,bad", sometimes looking around I wonder why things go this way and not other way. This is temporary, there was time when I loved crowded places, because I did not feel alone there, everything changes.
I would like to have a house, not very big , comfortable and clean. I hire an apartment and there are days when i wonder, when i will have my own house?
I do not know the answer yet, hope to find out soon.
One of my sisters went with her boyfriend to Alaska, i can not wait for her to write or call me, there is nothing worse than to sit and wait. I her place i would choose to go to Cyprus this is an exotic place with very beautiful places and a lot of monasteries, this is a good place for rest, i would like to have a house there.
Buddhism is one of the major religions in the world. It began around 2,500 years ago in India when Siddhartha Gautama discovered how to bring happiness into the world. He was born around 566 BC, in the small kingdom of Kapilavastu. His father was King Suddhodana and his mother was Queen Maya. The Buddhism appeared from a very strong desire to know the truth about life and stop the pain. From all religions i feel more close to it, i believe in the answers Buddhism gives about sens of life, and how we have to live in order to find happiness. It is unexpected that in order to be happy you have to forget about your self.
Summer! Because of it's hot weather, this is the most difficult season for me to pass. This Sunday was with my friends at a picnic in the wood, near to the lake. I did not have such a rest for a long time, my friend Ken brought a good wine and Eddy told us so many jokes that we almost died of laughing.
At night i had a dream about sea. Being at work i choose where to spend my next Summer. Of course i would like to go somewhere in an exotic country, for example Cuba, but the flight till there is expensive. Maybe someday i will go there, who knows what brings the future? Only God.
Today was my first yoga exercises experience.
I liked that very much and now I am waiting for my next training!
A couple of months ago I bought a new car for myself. I am fond of BMW automobiles, and of course my choice number one is BMW 7 series. It was a smart investment. The benefits of owning a BMW rise above conventional wisdom. So much so, it's a car that both sides of your brain will love to drive. I am even ready to move to my new car and to sleep in it. I have never thought I can have troubles with the car. However, if it breaks on a high way, what should I do? How to change a wheel? I hope I will not have to do it myself
Yes, I wouldn’t like to deal with heavy things. I always have my cell phone with full battery but who knows what can happen with me… I just hate stoppong every car with the hope that the driver will be so kind to help me. This is not my style at all. I still have to find out the answer about the changing wheels.