My Roomate

My roommate is a very good and patient person i would like to be like her sometimes, but this is hard for me because i am not so patient.  Yesterday we killed mosquitoes, they were so many , we jumped all the room to catch them, after we talked till both fell asleep, talked about marriage, men and life. First when i met her, i was pieced off  by her patience, now i would like to be like her, she is friendly and pleasant, it is easy  to live with such a person. Unfortunately i have to live that place soon and we'll not live together anymore.
There are many times when comparing me with other persons i feel guilty, thinking of my behavior i know that i couldn't stand a person like me.  I hope i will change, heard somewhere that people change when are in love .